those days when you don’t wanna give a fuck anymore. so much for that energy and good mood i had yesterday. glad he can ruin it in five minutes. marriage is gonna be tough i know that. but God needs to be there and right now, i feel very empty and run down. who cares? no one. that’s who. fuck it. i’m done for today. don’t even wanna go home with him. that’s how angry i am at him. i just wanna go home and sleep. sleep forever.

